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Post  undescovered on Tue Jun 08, 2010 3:44 pm

Ok. So, I have been fighting the fact that I may have an attraction to girls since I was little and I don't know if its there or not. I have the best friends in the world and they are total guy ogling whores <3, but every time they point to a guy I'm like, "Eh." I don't really notice hot guys very often. When a girl walks by I appreciate her beauty and how soft her skin would be and how it would feel. I think how soft her lips must be.....I have never seen myself actually having intercourse with a girl, so I hope that means I'm just appreciative? lol ya prob not. I like guys Smile I know that much Smile

*sigh* I just started a relationship with my boyfriend who is amazing and I love him, but I may or may not be "in love" with him. I can do anything with him, but the kissing is a bit wierd for me. So, with all of this rambling I hope that someone can decipher it Wink

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Post  undescovered on Thu Jul 29, 2010 7:31 am

So yesterday my friends were talking about how much money it would take for them to kiss another girl and I got extremely uncomfortable. My friends and I are so close they could tell something was wrong immediatly....I spilled my guts.

I was first kissed by a girl when I was maybe 8 years old and I didn't really understand it but went with it anyway until I was 12. I met a really good friend and we got pretty close. One day she asked me if I'd ever kissed a girl and then kissed me....I enjoyed it alot. I was so scared...I was told all my life that it was wrong and unnatural and sinful...how could I be feeling these ungodly things?!

I told my friends all of this and they have accepted me for who I am, much to my relief. This doesn't change the relationship that I have with my boyfriend just that I now know I like both genders. I think that finally admitting all of this to myself will make me happier...I don't feel like I'm running from anything anymore.

I'm not sure if I should tell my mother or anyone else for that matter....what do you guys think?

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